Japanesey

Japanesey

Hooray for learning Japanese! Well I found this great series on the You Tubes. Lucky you I made a whole playlist for you. Enjoy!
My Playlist!

Argh!

Argh!

I am in a really really bad mood. I believe partly is due to feeling like I am down on my luck. Seriously, I am getting tired of feeling like I am bottom pickings for most of everything. Today, I feel like I want to scream at the top of my lungs and punch some people. I also feel like I want to cry, yet be sociable. I am really frustrated with one of my friends because, they seem very inconsiderate to my feelings and their significant other always seems to chime in with a snide remake, I am tired of it. Another one of my friends.... I dunno. Really, I just don't know sometimes. I just miss hanging out with them, but when we do hang out, it's only to eat or so it seems. I also woke up this morning thinking that I am just done and I don't want to do it anymore. I am just mainly talking about my money and lack of career situation. I know people are really sick of hearing it and don't want to hear about it anymore, but that is one HUGE thing that is on my shoulders and school is shortly coming to an end. I am surrounded by people being successful and or lucky..not trying to compare, I am just aware.

(Ok, Insert break out of the house here)

I am feeling not as angry right now, so I suppose thats a good thing. I still feel upset...
Anyways, I went out and went looking for some cool bargains not really expecting to find anything, but I totally did for my Dad. I score him some shoes that he has been eyeballing from DSW and saved 95 bucks! :) Happy Birthday Big D!
I have come to the conclusion that every time I go to Kohl's I just end up getting tired and frustrated, so I don't think I will be doing any shopping from there anymore unless someone else wants to go.
Well I don't feel like I have much else to say for now.

Oooo

Oooo

The first bloggy on blogger, Fancy.
I have not blogged in a long time.... School is what happened and other stresses in my life at that time, but now I am getting towards the end of my schooling (for an Associates anyway) I figure I could pick this back up. I got inspired by a dear friend, who is going to start a food blog and who just blogs regularly.
I made this blog separate from my shotbyliz.com site because that is more aimed towards my industry networking and what I learn in the process of creating art of kinds. This place I figure could be more personal a place where I can just splurt things out, just like I am about to!

I have been slowly getting off the junky food I have been eating more of since I have been to Colorado in late Aug. Usually, I have been eating pretty well before Aug. No sugars unless by fruit or honey, and no hydrogenated crap. In August I worked out to hard and ended up with a hairline fracture on the top of my foot, I stopped working out everyday and then soon enough we went to CO. I ended up eating crap I shouldn't have and I have continued to do so, till now. With x-mas out of the way and my cookie fix slowly dying, now is the time to go back to a better diet, only this time I am going to eat more like the how our ancestors ate. I am going to try to make everything I eat and incorporate more veggies, fruits and meat. If I chose to have bread it will be spelt or sourdough. I am really excited and I know it will work! I just need to work on my cooking skrillz.
I am very thankful for my part-time job. It isn't stressful and I can benefit from classes. Totally am not used to it but man I can get very used to it. Everyone there is super nice and NO DRAMA!  A very great place for me to be in, and in a couple of months I will get a raise. Even when I get my full-time job, I do not plan on leaving the studio, that's how much I love this place. Currently, I am just doing the gentle yoga to get back into the game and one class of regular yoga. In January my Belly Dance classes should start back up and Gyrokenisis classes. I love to dance and fluidly move my body and these class will definitely do that! So all in all I should be in great health by my b-day right? :D  I just need to work on my mental health... I need a career and not retail. I think if it comes to that... I am seriously considering school again full-time till something happens...the state let's you get 2 associates and help you out but if you go for the BA then they are less likely to help you... something I need to look into more.
Till then, tea time is now!