It's that time again! Time to make a bloggie bloggy on my blog at blogger.

As of February 2nd I have been implementing more Feng Shui techniques in my home to increase my money flow. I figure right now, why not. I don't really have anything to lose. Some of the techniques, however, cost WAY to much money and I am unable to do them, but I have been able to do a few. So far I have been a little more positive on my outlook. I have been able to just focus on the now and do what I need to do now, for a more prosperous future. Small things to take note on. I did get an interview for a design job! I haven't heard anything back from the job, but the fact someone took time to give me an interview makes me feel like I am getting peoples attention! Slowly but surely. A few other things to note on, I actually got my last check from the yoga place. I was very unsure they would pay me or not, and I got a great surprise about my tax return. So little things are adding up and making me take more notice. So I am glad chi is flowing.

A dear friend of mine passed away on the 31st of January. Juan Francisco Marine. He was someone that even through-out the years and the months of no talking, he would check up to see how I was doing. He would check up on me from time to time, always making sure I was in good spirits, that the man in my life is doing right by me, and keep me updated about his life. I will remember the times I did spend with him while I was in CO. I would pick him up, we would go for a drive and just talk, watch some anime, he would give me a back massage (He was really good at these! One of the best!). Juan tried to IM me a while back. I was busy, but I always left his screen name up on my ipod messenger in hopes that I would catch him online at the right time...... Knowing he won't ever.. really chokes me up and gets me teary eyed. This little ritual had come to an end. The night I found out about his death, I looked at my ipod and lost it.
Juan died of pneumonia. He was my age. He was to way to young. A friend said he was in the hospital and was getting better and now think it might have been a blood clot in his lungs, that did him in.
Juan you are greatly missed and will not be forgotten.

I feel like I have been going non-stop as of late doing school stuff, looking for a job, trying to hang with people to help me feel like a human that has friends. I so want to be done with school like last month. I only have 6 weeks left, I am half way! Now I am totally ready to have a job now too!
I have to work on my project for portfolio class. I need to take a photo of a table in a kitchen or nook kin of area, with a bowl of cereal, cereal box and a figure dressed up in dark clothes for reference. My goal is to make a monster to put in place of the dark figure, eating breakfast in a real world scenario.
I really need to get cracking on this!

I have been inspired as of late by a friend in CO. She has been losing lots of weight! I feel so empowered by her. I have been eating better but I haven't really been exercising like I used to. Ever since I stop working at the yoga place, I just haven't found time or have been lazy. I have noticed that I haven't been sleeping well and not enough energy. So... after hearing about my friend success and wanting quality sleep like I have had, I went back to working out about 45mins to an hour. I do cardio for 30 mins then I act silly and dance or I lift weights or do some light yoga a teacher taught me, that would really help me out. Today, after feeding my friends cat. I had my gent drop me off in the town square so I can look for a job, and so I can have a nice walk home. Indeed it was a very nice walk home. I walked for about 70 mins today, so I am giving myself a slight break from the gym today. I am also logging my food and exercise. Why? You might ask. Well, I am not one to log or worry to much about what I eat, but this is a good way for me to remember if I ate enough or if I need to eat more! Also I am going to weigh myself weekly to see, the good, the bad, and the ok of my status. The weekly weight thing, was inspired by another friend of mine, but she hasn't posted in a while.... perhaps, after reading this I might inspire her again to continue her food blog journey and such!

Well that is all I have for now. Stay tunned! I feel I will have more very soon!